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[Verse 1]
The first time I met you was on Sunday, the 3rd of October /
You were brand new and I was just a little bit older /
I had stayed up watching Space Ghost at Uncle Eric’s house /
And in the morning I was told that I’d be sharing both my parents now /
I don't remember much else about your birthday /
And since then we’ve both kinda stayed out of each other’s way /
Cuz you were always into different things /
I played my video games and wrestled friends on their trampolines /
But you weren’t into that, cuz you were more sensitive /
And kicked it with the neighbor girls, it made more sense with them
Than with aggressive sidewalk kids talkin shit about your lisp /
And how your mannerisms seemed a little feminine /
And I hate that I never chimed in /
To defend you from the bullies makin fun of all your differences /
I didn’t step in or stand up /
And I still loathe the fact that I was shitty at being an older brother /

[Hook]
Now I’m trying to make up for what I wasn’t /
I never meant to take for granted what it means to have a brother /
But you’ll never have to fight another battle alone /
Cuz I ain’t afraid to stand up for you anymore /

And now I’m trying to make up for what I wasn’t /
I’m sure that plenty take for granted what it means to have a brother /
But I’ve learned that blood is thicker than the sum of its form /
And I ain’t afraid to stand up for you anymore /

[Verse 2]
It sucks that growin up we both felt so alone /
Basic strangers that just happened to inhabit a home /
And it’s no wonder that we never figured brotherhood out /
When we were struggling trying to figure out ourselves /
High school was rough and I was probably the perfect example /
Of the type of young man you’d never want to hold a candle to /
But after everything that’s transpired, man /
The one thing that I can’t shake's how I was never there to give advice /
But I guess it’s all troll-water now /
Cuz when you called me in college to let me know that you were comin out /
I was so proud of you for taking that step /
And shedding light on the hell that you had been through as a kid, but /
I feel sick you spent your childhood feeling /
like you might be fucked up and defective as a human being /
And after that shit I stood up /
That’s when I promised trying harder at being a better brother /

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
I’m glad we turned out how we did /
Talk about a long road looking back to where we’ve come since we were kids /
And some may think it’s awkward how I run with it /
But even though it’s different I just see it as advice in your relationships /
Cuz shit, we’re chromosomal compatriots /
A Leo and a Libra, strange in our own ways, but we’re embracing it /
And screaming "Suomi!" cuz we’re both fond of set traditions /
Just as long as they don’t pop with others' happiness as an expense /
And I ain’t concerned with all that's trivial and frivolous /
Cuz you’re an awesome person worth more than labeled preferences /
A close friend who fire bends with me in the smoke room /
Best buds that smoke the best buds to dope cartoons /
But it’s funny just how suddenly a person happens /
Cuz another brother came to us in the eleventh month /
And now together both of us can stand up, /
I don’t show it enough, but I will always love both of my younger brothers /

[Hook]

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from I Never Went to Summer Camp, released September 21, 2015

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Andy O. Boise, Idaho

Andy O. uses his home and his past experiences living in Boise to color his subject matter, also borrowing from and integrating elements of Slug of Atmosphere’s intense self-scrutiny, Aesop Rock’s wordy and bizarre patterns and flow, and Sage Francis’s impassioned, poetic verses. His freshman album with Boise producer Weighn, titled "I Never Went to Summer Camp", debuted in Fall of 2015. ... more

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